I had a pretty good bout of Nausea on Friday so hubby took me to clinic. I got to have lots of blood work. Well scheduled a follow up with Doctor for 8/9, Well test results are back in and doctor wants me in his office tomorrow afternoon. When we were there Friday he thought it could be ulcer or may gallbladder. I am super nervous. I hate when they move appt up like that. I have anxiety and it just gets it going something fierce. Hubby calmed me down some. I just have to pray about it. I have to remember God is in control. This disease has already tried to take me out twice and failed. My Daddio always tells me I"m stronger than I think I am. Its really hard to remember that. I don't worry about me so much. When Lupus finally takes me I will be in Heaven with God. I will feel no more pain. But I do worry about my husband and kids. I hope they remember I have had a wonderful life. I hope they remember I'm no longer in pain. So if you can say a little prayer for me. In the back of my mind I"m sure its all fine. But with Lupus it all changes in and instants. I need to remember that 

2 Chronicles 20:15 says'

"Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s."

Now I"m off to take it all to God